Friday, April 8, 2011

Why am I afraid to love?

I am so afraid to feel love for anyone. I don’t just mean romantically, but also just the love of family and friends. I posted something a little while back that I’m afraid of the wrong things, the reason I’m afraid of love is that too many people they have disappointed me. I know that I am afraid to open up to anybody anymore because of Love I’ve been hurt too many times and I feel vulnerable and that is a big problem for guys like me. I don’t know what to do.
 I don’t want to feel emotions anymore or even love. Look I know these sounds like I’m running away from my problems. Love is killing; love hurts I just want to stay single. Fact that I am aware of the problem means that I can fix it. Make myself accept others into my life and I swear I will live a happier life. We take the risk of being devastatingly hurt for the sense of euphoria and content in return.

2 comments:

  1. I think spa, you are the one who have a problem. Its either you are choosing wrong people or you are not trustworth too to them.

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  2. Nice one but you don't have to be afraid to love because no one is going to beat you so share your love with those who love you and you must know one thing that love is full of disappointments and surprises.

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